I can see that my energy is slowly coming back. Yes, there are wounds to heal, hematoma’s to dissolve, a sternum to fuse, but these are going to take time and I have to learn to work with them.

Today I started thinking ahead with questions like:

• What do I do? From here. Knowing what I know and how could this be put to use?

• If I have a clean slate what would I start to create? Would I go back to my former career? Should I? What else can I do?

• With the building blocks I have, what do I build? What do I want to build?

• What am I looking for? Help organizations change in some way by sharing my knowledge with them so that they could learn?

• Do I want to change the world instead? There are many a social causes worthy of being challenged.

• Why am I (still) writing these posts? And where do I take them from here? To what end?

• How do I know that I am improving? Especially in terms of putting my little energy that is coming back to good use?

All good questions. Worth pondering. Picking some action and direction. Make some rattling noises. See which way the chips fall.

So, action…