It is one of those days. With a low mood and zero motivation. A day when you are physically and mentally drained.

It was a day where I did not want to:

• to sit down or stand up

• get up or lie down

• watch TV or open the phone, watch Netflix, Apple TV+ or Amazon Prime

• switch on the computer, open a browser, read the news

• Walk anywhere or not walk anywhere

• have a shower

• talk to anyone

• sleep or not sleep

• engage with anyone

• engage with anything

• do anything with my time

• be motivated to do anything or nothing at all

• curl up or not curl up

• write this post

I wish that I could fast forward the healing process. Just by a few weeks. Not too much of a fast forward that nothing much is left in terms of time in one’s life. But, I do know that it is too much to ask and an impossibility…

Perhaps it is just one of those days. And tomorrow I will back to fighting it, all over again.