Daily musings #627- Saturday, 26 November 2022

Motivation is hard. When you struggle to find it. Being unmotived or demotivated to do things. And it shows by the fact that I have not been musing consistently. Though I want to. This is in spite of the fact that I write articles in my head all the time. Decompose and analyze topics. Then they die to go away without putting the pen to paper.

The reasons don’t matter. Yes, I have been struggling with a lack of energy lately. But is it my heart? Or my diabetes? My sleep? The fact that I want to go to bed by 7:30 pm several days? Being drained by the evening? Or the chemicals (hormones) or lack of? The winter? the lack of a routine? The constant hunger and cravings for food? Not drinking enough water? Lack of sufficient exercise? The cold weather? The putting on of 10 pounds of weight from my travels? (I do have taken 3 pounds off in four weeks since, and am on the long road to getting rid of the rest of it)

These did not stop me before. And they won’t now. And I shall crack it. I accept what I am going through. Thinking about new experiments. Thinking about various what if’s? What if all the above are true? And I am not going to find sufficient motivation? To even do the simple everyday things that I have to do? Or the energy to do things? I will still find a way. To work with what I have. To create outcomes with whatever little I have. Which would mean more outcomes with less. And it is possible. The answers are out there. And I shall find them while I am still around. That’s the way I am built.

To more musings… to more trying… experiments… action… more with less…and perhaps success.